I had an amazing weekend of doing sessions to help people connect to their own inner wisdom and higher self. In one of the sessions I facilitated, the client connect to her own powerful higher self and even offered me a healing! The client’s higher self was able identify the area of my body that was out of alignment and offered me a sound healing experience where I was asked to produce the sounds for my own healing. One of the most unique experiences I have had so far. This experience can only be shared through a video. Check it out!
Mary was a woman in her 60s who was referred to me by a family member who tried a spiritual regression session before and had gotten a lot of healing from a session. She was initially skeptical of a session because she had a long standing chronic back problem and a history of anxiety and depression.
She had initially booked a session with me with the encouragement of her family member but tried to canceled the session because she didn’t believe it could work for her. Finally she agreed to have a session with me anyways to appease those who loved her dearly. We spoke for a long time before the session even started. I sat there patiently as a listened, but I was starting to notice that my back was quite uncomfortable as I had been dealing with some back pain of my own.
During the session, Mary had a hard time seeing anything. Everything was gloomy and dark in the scenes that she was watching. I could tell that she was able to access her soul’s memories because she did see several different past life scenes, but each time, the scenes disappeared and she kept telling me that she couldn’t see anything anymore.
Then, I heard someone speak in my right ear so loud and clear in a female voice saying “USE THE LIGHT!”
So I followed my intuition and guided her to see the most significant scene in her soul’s memory and she went to a scene where she was at her husband’s bedside while he was dying from cancer years ago.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“I am holding his hand.” Mary said, tears were streaming down her face.
“If you could say something to him, what would you say?” I asked her.
“I told him that I love him very much. If he wants to go and leave this world to a better place, I want him to go.” She sniffled and continued to wipe tears away from her face.
As Mary was re-living this painful event in her life, I heard the voice in my right ear again, Use the Light! So I said, “I want you to imagine that his body is lit up with Light….can you see that?”
“Yes, I can.” Mary said.
“If this Light has a color, what color would it be?” I asked.
“It is a golden colored light.” Mary said.
“This is the Light of your husband’s essence,” I said, “He can now speak to you. What is he saying back to you?”
“He said he loves me, and that he is ok.” Mary cried, “But I miss him so much.”
“Now, imagine that your body is also lit up with Light.” I said. “Can you see that?”
“Yes.” Mary said.
“If your Light has a color, what color would it be?” I asked.
“Also a golden colored light.” Mary said.
“Now, imagine as if you have no body at all, just a golden light like your husband…Now, let your husband take you to where he is going, let him take you to where he is going…where is he going? What do you see?”
“He took me to a place that is so bright, beautiful, and spacious.” Mary seemed to be in a sense of awe. “This is the place of Buddha.”
Mary is a very devout Buddhist and I know that this must be a place like heaven.
“Can we ask Buddha some questions?” I asked.
“Yes!” Buddha answered.
“Can Mary be healed of her health issues?” I asked.
“I don’t think I have enough faith.” Mary interrupted.
“No matter how you may lack enough faith, Buddha is all loving and forgiving, ready to help you at any time, in any way possible, would it be ok for us to keep talking to Buddha anyways?” I asked.
“Ok.” Mary answered.
“Dear Buddha, would like to request healing for Mary’s body, can you help her?” I asked.
“Yes,” Buddha answered, “She will notice that she will be pain free, sleep better, have more confidence and truly enjoy her life.”
After the session ended, Mary got up and said, “I didn’t notice a difference at all. I am not sure this worked. Maybe this just doesn’t work for me.”
While I know this process doesn’t always work for everyone, I was saddened that Mary didn’t get the result she was looking for despite having such a great experience and having the opportunity to be taken to such a beautiful place by her husband in the spirit realm.
When I sat down at my desk later that night to process the session recording, I had the sudden realization that my back was no longer sore! It felt so comfortable I found it hard to get used to feeling so good!
As I drifted off to sleep that night, I heard a soothing voice say, “You did the best that you could. We gave you healing in your back so that you know that healing was always available.”
Then I realized, healing is always available, but we also have the free will to accept or reject the healing that is available. It is hard to imagine why anyone would consciously reject healing. As I thought back to my conversation with Mary, I realized she had said to me, “I don’t have a lot of confidence, I am not sure I can really have what I want to have. Other people seem to be luckier than I am, and I just have to accept whatever happens. My children doesn’t have any confidence problems, they go after whatever they want. But my generation was brought up differently, we can’t always ask for or get what we want…”
This makes me wonder, how can I help people to feel deserving enough to receive everything they want? If I could solve this problem, more people will be able to heal themselves when they connect to their own inner wisdom and infinite power.
Recently I have had the odd experience where a client did not feel better after having a session. This rarely happens and when it does, it bothers me as much as it may bother the client.
I decided to access my own inner wisdom to see why some people heal and some do not.
What my inner wisdom showed me was that the healing that is received from the Higher Self or even directly from the Light of Source itself can manifest but cannot be sustained because the healing that can manifest cannot be greater than a person’s self concept of themselves. So, if they are used to being sick, it is harder for them to believe they can be fully healed. If they could truly have faith in the healing and they are willing to change their concept of themselves, then the healing they receive in session can be permanent.
In the case where clients feels physical discomfort during or after the session, it must be because their physical vibration is denser than the frequency of healing. This creates a dissonance in vibration between the physical body and the healing that is being offered. Sometimes the healing takes a period of time to manifest and sometimes it may not manifest at all.
In the case where people have been fixed in their status quo, a slower integration of healing may be recommended. For example, time can be taken to gradually work through the energy blocks and hidden emotional resistances to healing by exploring potential negative conditioning that may have been applied to the client earlier in their childhood or their soul’s experience.
Steps can also be taken to consistently maintain or increase their vibration and state of being, with weekly follow up or group mentorship sessions. This gives people a chance to share what they are going through and explore how they would feel if their body was truly healed.
A person needs to be in consistently high state of being to maintain healing in the long term. This is why often times they can have such a good session, feeling healed afterwards only to have similar problems come back months later or develop whole new symptoms if there are hidden subconscious blocks to healing.
“Mommy, tell me something that is happening on the news.” Dante asked as I browsed the news feed on my smart phone.
“The news are not always good.” I said, trying to avoid talking about the news.
“Tell me something bad that is happening in the world!” Dante insisted as he pointed to one news article, “How about this one?”
He clicked on a news article that said, Abortion demand ‘soars’ over Zika.
Oh boy…here we go.
I explained to him that there was a sickness that is transmitted when people are bitten by a certain kind of mosquitoes. While most adults might feel like they got a cold, but mothers who are pregnant with babies might grow babies with very small heads. Babies with small heads often lead a miserable life and die very young. So many mothers want to ‘let the baby go’ while the baby is still small in the mother’s belly.
“How do you get rid of a baby from the mother’s belly?” Dante asked.
“Er…” Finding the right words to explain this to a seven year old I said, “They stick a tube up to the place where the baby is growing and suck it out.
“What!?” He turned around and faced me with a wide-eyed look, “How can they just do that?”
“Well, the mothers feel that if the babies are going to be born with small heads and live miserably, they might as well stop the pregnancy. The problem is, this is illegal is many countries.” I said.
“Why is it illegal?” Dante asked.
“Well, some people feel that even if the baby was still tiny, like the size of a pea, they will grow into a baby in a few months. So they might feel that if killing a full sized baby is illegal, then killing the baby the size of a pea should be illegal too.” I explained.
“Wow…” Dante muttered.
Curious about what his thoughts were about this heavy subject I asked, “What do you think Dante? If you were these mothers, who might have these very sick babies, would you consider having an abortion?”
As I waited for his answer, I saw his eyes welled up with tears as he responded with one simple question, “Will the baby feel hurt inside the mother’s belly?”
“I don’t know Dante…I don’t know…” I said.
Dante’s brother Cedric came over to play and that was the end of this conversation. I was very touched by Dante’s consideration for how the an unborn baby would feel even if the baby was the size of a pea.
You may have thought you failed
But you did the best that you could
You listened to guidance
And connected her
Deep into the Light
Where Love exists
You did the best that you could…