Meeting the Birth Mother

I had a chance to sit down with Business and Marketing Consultant Aaron Cruikshank to talk about something dear to his heart. Aaron was adopted as a little baby. When he in his mid-30s, he began a quest to find his birth mother. This inspirational story allowed me to understand the internal turmoils that many adoptees have knowing that someone had given them up for adoption. In this inspirational video interview, Aaron spoke about the first time he met his birth mother and the one thing he wanted his birth mother to know. This was a emotional interview that brought both Aaron and I to tears:

I don’t have strong opinions about abortions but this interview made me think about all the amazing women out there who chose to bring life into the world even if they could not care for the baby and have the courage of giving their own babies up for adoption — giving people a chance to have a great life, to be useful to society, and to become amazing parents themselves. At the time of this writing, Aaron’s birth mom and parents are about to meet for the first time. This was a very beautiful story that came full circle in the end.

My New Mother

Rewired BrainThe last two months have been incredibly interesting and adventurous for me.  In October of 2012, my mother told me that she might be interested in learning more about the work I was doing — helping others resolve mysterious health issues.  I was super excited and yet skeptical.  She had a lot of health problems.  She claimed that she had issues with her memory, vision, digestion, elimination, weak muscles and bones (osteoporosis), and issues with sleep requiring her to take tranquilizers to sleep every night.

I began to talk about the miracles in my work when she visited me.  We didn’t have much to talk about because we didn’t share similar beliefs, but I kept trying anyways.  I knew my mother would really benefit from a session but she wasn’t going to have one, at least not from me. Family members are hard to work with.  This is because there may be some unspoken words and feelings or perhaps resentment that had pilled up after all the years of living together.  I booked a plane ticket for my mother to attend a class that will introduce her to my work.

When I first saw my mother after she had completed a course, she was so happy to see me and she tried to give me a hug.  I know this may sound like common sense for a mother to give the daughter a hug, but, the last hug I remember my mother gave me was when I was 7 years old.  Hugging is just not something we do in the Chinese culture.

I asked her how her course was and if she was able to connect with her Higher Self and she said she had a great experience. I noticed something was different about my mother.

When I saw my mother, the conversation went something like this:

“So, what did you find out from your session?” I asked.
“I don’t know for sure because I haven’t really listened to it yet.  I plan to listen to it when I have a moment.  What I remember is mostly what my classmate told me.” My mother said.
“So, what did your classmates tell you about your session?” I asked.
“When I first got there, I complained about being tired and not being able to remember anything.  I told them I couldn’t see very well and required a lot of assistance.” My mother said.
“So what did they say happened during your session? What does your Higher Self have to say about your health issues?” I asked.
“When my classmates asked the Higher Self for healing on my physical issues, it was said that they had to address the true source of why I was having these physical issues.”
“Oh! What was the true Source of all your physical issues?” I was very intrigued.
“They said it had something to do with my brain. So, the Higher Self had to rewire my brain.”
“They did WHAT?” I couldn’t believe my own ears.
“They said they had to rewire my brain.” She said while pointing at her head.
“So, what difference do you notice?” I asked.
“Well, that’s the thing, the day after we had our practice sessions, the teachewr asked the people with successful healing cases to go up to share with the rest of the class and my group went up. They told the class what happened since I still didn’t remember much from my session and one of the other classmates in the audience suddenly pointed out that I was no longer wearing my glasses. They said, ‘Didn’t you say you could not see well without your glasses? Where are your glasses now?’ And I thought to myself, Oh yeah! Where are my glasses? I guess I don’t need them anymore.
“Wow,” My own mother had a miraculous healing! “So, what do you notice now that your brain had been rewired?”
“I can remember the things I’ve learned!” She said.
“Well, I am having such a miraculous time here! It is amazing you don’t have to wear glasses anymore! On a different note, the kids are all sick back in Canada.” I was updating her on how her grandchildren were doing.
“Well…,” She said while her eyes looked upwards towards the left, “They are sick because they are not getting something they need from their parents.”
“And how did you know that?” I asked. Did she just pull that out of nowhere?
“Did I just say something? I don’t know where that came from, I just know that this could be the reason.” She said while looking at me again.

Somehow, my mother became kind of psychic.  I don’t quite know how to explain it. It was like she knew the answers to things she did not know before.  When her eyes looked up towards the left side, she seemed to have some pearls of wisdom that just came out of nowhere! Another thing she told me that just came out of nowhere was, “You cannot evade what you came here (Earth) to learn.  To do so will only cause health consequences…even death.”

My Wish Came True

Here is a short discussion with my Higher Self a month ago:

Question (Q): May would like to know if you could make her butt look smaller…
Higher Self (HS): Yes, we can do that!
Q: That’s wonderful! How soon will May notice a difference?
HS: In a month.
Q: Thank you so much! I’m sure May will really appreciate this!

Yesterday, one month after that session I was hanging out with my husband, Dobes —

Dobes: Your butt seemed smaller…
May: Really?! Yay! Er…why do you sound kind of disappointed?
Dobes: Well…Now there is less for me to hold on to.

Be Careful What You Wish For

Last week I saw this message in my inbox from Dan (not his real name):

Hi May, how are you? I’m in Vancouver.  I would really like to meet up if you have some time.  Some interesting things are happening in my life and I would like to share some stories with you.

Dan was a client who came to me in September 2012.  I wrote his story in a previous blog post One of Twelve.  This man had incredible energy.  When I conducted his session, I remember feeling tired after the session.  Both Dan and I had to take a big nap after his healing session.  In fact, the energy was so high that when Dan went home to turn on his computer, the computer screen first gave out a big bright light before it completely blew out and stopped working.

I decided that it would be better to have a meeting where we can walk around the forest and talk at the same time.  When we walked into the forest Dan began to tell me a recent even in his life:

I was hanging out with some friends two weeks ago when we started talking about God. One of my friends was very religious and he kept on talking about the existence of God. Despite having had that session with you, I often have trouble internalizing and believing the session.  I suppose a part of me cannot believe I could be someone so powerful.  While my friend was talking about God, I was sitting there having an internal conversation with myself.  I wondered, Is God real? Could I really intend on creating anything I want and manifest it? I know this is possible because during my travels around the world in the past year, I really manifested anything I wanted and needed wherever I went.  It didn’t matter whether or not I spoke the language of the place I traveled to.  I was always safe and happy.  When I was sitting there with my friend, I wondered to myself, if I could create positive things in my life, could it be possible to create negative things? If instant healing is possible, could instant injury be possible too? So I said to myself, “God, if you real, show me how instant injuries can be manifested.”

As soon as I was finished with that thought I felt a sudden excruciating pain in my right eye and blood started coming out of my right eye for no reason!  My friends were freaked out as they saw blooddrippingflowing down my face.  Apparently, a vein had popped in my eye for no reason and after that, I was left with a big bruise over my right eye and the right side of my face.  This was super humiliating because everywhere I went, people were making fun of me.  They would say, “Hey Dan! Got yourself into a fight?”

I didn’t even know what to tell them because if I told them the real reason why this had happened, I would be really be considered as a crazy person.  I had to make up all kinds of lies about how I got a black eye.  When my doctor asked how I could have popped a vein in my eye, I tried to tell him that I was just sitting there when it happened and he told me that there was no way this could have been possible.

I couldn’t stop laughing as I listened to the story.  I told Dan that I didn’t mean to laugh in the face of his misery but this was very funny to me.  Everything made perfect sense and Dan knew that he could share this story with me without being viewed as someone who needed to be committed to the psychiatric ward.

“After a week of ridicule from my friends, I decided that I have had enough of this.” Dan said as we continued walking on the trail. “I decided to focus my energy on my eye and face. I imagined light going to my face and then I imagined my face completely healed.”

“Did it work?” I asked.

“The next morning I woke up and there was not a sign of bruising on my face.” Dan said with a smile, “Next time, I should be careful what I wish for.”

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Healing Urinary Incontinence

BladderMore than ten years ago, when I first started my career as a Registered Nurse, I was a young 22 year old straight out of nursing school.  In fact, with my good genes, I really looked like I was 17 years old.  It didn’t seem desirable at the time because I looked way too young to be credible, but I as I got older, I began to appreciate my good genes.

Despite having many different areas of Nursing to choose from, somehow, I found myself in the world of working with elderly people.  I found that one of the most prevalent issues in working with the elderly was the issue of incontinence. Incontinence is defined by the lost of control of the excretion of urine or stool.  This is especially common for women, who will often lose muscle tone with the muscles controlling the bladder due to past experiences of childbirth and hormonal changes after menopause.

This a problem that can be devastating to the self esteem and confidence of those who are affected.  I met a woman in her 60’s once who lost the control of her bladders after a being ill with pneumonia.  Due to complications with her treatment, she was in hospital for over nine months.  I had the rare chance of caring for her consistently for four days in a row.  Somehow, she was making good progress in her recovery and I intuitively got an idea in my head.  I got that I could help her by relentlessly getting her up to the bathroom every hour whether she felt like she needed to go or not.  I was glad that she was willing to trust me despite my youthful appearance and I began to visit her every hour.

At first, she didn’t do anything on the toilet and felt disappointed when she continued to experience incontinence.  On the second day she was able to urinate while she was sitting on the toilet.  One the third day, she no longer had any urinary incontinence.

Over the course of the four days I worked with this patient, I saw drastic improvements in her health and energy level.  She was able to move around more and by the last day I worked with her, she was fully able to control her bladder.  She made such an improvement that the doctors thought she was ready to go home.

When I went to say goodbye to her on the fourth day and final day, she started crying.  The tears were not the tears of sadness but rather, the tears of joy and gratitude.  I felt myself tearing up too.  I was surprised by our success and I began to realize how a well functioning bladder could make such a difference to the quality of life for people.  These are the blessings that many of us take for granted in our daily lives.

What I didn’t know was that this was just the beginning of my journey with helping people with bladder issues.  In fact, ten years after my work with this patient, I had developed a little bladder issue of my own.  I was experiencing issues of frequent urination back in 2012 when I first began to explore spiritual healing.  I had experienced success in healing frequent urination in my first session.

I then worked with another client who had developed issues of frequent urination to the point in which she had to take medications to relieve symptoms of bladder spasms.  During her first healing session, the frequent urination issue was completely healed.  In fact, a year after her session, this client continues to enjoy a fully functioning bladder.

Recently an elderly client came to see me with issues of urinary incontinence. She told me that she would often lose control of her bladder before she could sit on the toilet.

During the session, I asked the Higher Self for the healing of her bladder. After the session ended, the client told me that she didn’t feel like she the healing session worked. This is very common for clients to behave this way after the session because some people don’t have faith in their own self healing abilities.

Two days later, this client called me back and told me that ever since our session together, she was completely healed from the urinary incontinence — no longer having issues with losing control of her bladder! She said to me, “I guess the session worked after all…”